it is almost 4 am i am trying to stay up
life is tough when you’re a lazy perfectionist who simultaneously doesn’t give a shit about anything but at the same time cares too much about everything u feel

I feel like if I just kept scrolling, God would be just like, “This girl is really pushing her luck.”
half of me wants to live in nyc and have adventures every day and never sleep and the other half wants to live in a little cottage in the country and do nothing but snuggle by the fireside and read books












